Homework and schooling
Even though this is going to end up being a blog about my games and my nerdy programming life, I want to rant about something. I'm sitting here in school, supposedly learning about subjects that will help me get the jobs I want someday. I call bullshit, that is the biggest lie ever. I have two dream jobs; indie game developer or commercial pilot. I have already started taking my flight lessons, and I have yet to run into any of the math that we apparently need. I have yet to use the extensive array of knowledge I have acquired on history over the years of long, boring and torturous history classes. IN fact, the only thing I've needed to know so far is the cardinal directions and common sense.
Sure, as a pilot I would need to know the basics of how my plane operates, so you might argue I'd need some experience. Well, do we see schools teaching us this? No. I'll need to know some math, but when would I need to learn that? In college. I don't need to sit through it in high school, when I could be "expanding my horizons", as my dad loves to say. Year after year we learn about the same damn subject, just with the teacher's personal teaching style. Oh, you want to solve this math problem THAT way? Oh, I'm sorry. I won't accept that, this is the correct way of doing it ("Proceeds to show me, ironically, how to solve the problem, but still receive the same answer"). Year after year this is how its done. I've barely learned anything knew in English over the years besides a few vocab words that either I already knew, or could learn easily on my own without sitting in a hour long class. In history, we learn about the same things time and time again; I'm sure I could recite most of history back to you since around grade 6, we have yet to learn anything knew and I'm graduating next year.
In my other dream job, being a programmer, I would need to know more math depending on where I want to work. If I want to be a game developer (which I really do), then I would obviously need to know trig, which I'm taking next semester. See, this is good. Offer classes I want to take, don't force them down my throat. I want to take trig so I can learn what I need to know for game programming, but I didn't want to have to take that stupid algebra class that I would never use again. I mistakenly took a honors statistics class this year; worst decision of my life. The teacher just throws packets of information at us and expects us to learn it for the next day. Then she hands out pages of homework for us to finish for, wait for it, the next day. Ridiculous. I have learned a lot, sure, but only by her standards. I actually only understand about 20% of what I've "learned". Which brings me to my next topic:
Learning Styles
I learn differently than everyone else, its just a fact of life that I deal with. In school, even though I try, I still manage to get only decent grades. I know I'm not stupid, its just I learn different. I think that I learn by pounding it into my skull, basically, and individual questions. If I need to learn something, I have to sit down for a while and just go over the notes, just over and over. I also love practicing solving problems, like in math. Give me a worksheet, an hour and some notes and answer my occasional question, and I'm good. I could use some music too though, it always makes me calm. The only teacher I've ever had that actually did this for me was for10th grade algebra II. He would listen to is, then work out the problems on the board all period if we needed him too. He would let us do worksheets and listen to music while he went around answering questions; I did the best I've ever done in school in that class because he taught how I learn. Thats the type of class I need, not the learn this information on your own bullshit classes. If I wanted to, I could learn how to do all this stuff by myself, the only reason I go to school is because its required by law and if you don't, you're probably not going to get a good job, which is stupid. Colleges and jobs should look at what you know and what your capacity to learn and retain is, not whether or not you have a degree.
The thing that pisses me off the most is probably this; I've practically taught myself programming and 3D/2D graphics work and how to make games. My most recent project, a 3D voxel world, has taught me how to do trig, something that my school has yet to teach me. Yet, in school I don't get great grades. Why? Who the hell knows. I'm obviously smart enough, but just because I don't learn like everyone else makes me stupid apparently. My parents the other night told me how impressed they were that I taught myself 3D graphics work in high school without any help, and I realized that what I do isn't normal. I truly am different, yet no one recognizes it because we, as a society want mindless office drones. Oh well
Back to school for me.
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